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face down in the dirt, she said this doesn't hurt

razor blade hips and arms like matchsticks



everyone that knows me thinks i'm basically normal, but i'm actually kind of messed up.i have seriously disordered eating and am extremely depressed at times. in some subjects at school, i get a 96% average and i think i didn't do well enough, that i'm a failure. i also have highs and lows about my body: sometimes i think, "omg, i look okay in this" and sometimes i think "i'm such a fat fuck, i just want to die". some days it feels ok to eat normally, some days i binge and some days i starve. all i want is to feel beautiful and love myself, but i don't seem to be able to do that right now.

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do you believe in something beautiful? then get up and be it.